I have to say I was not looking forward to round 3 of chemo. It seems that every round has different side effects and every round hits me harder. Round 3 was the hardest! Tomorrow is round 4. I’m ready for it, only because I’m having new scans done once I recover from it. I’m hopeful that the past two months of chemo has done something to stop this cancer that is growing inside of me!! Not knowing if it’s working or not is a scary thing! Maybe the scans will give me some well needed encouragement!
I’ve had good week! Wednesday out with my Javiee was fantastic! He keeps me strong and focused on beating this! I’ve had a few emotional days. I’ve had two different people ask me what I was going to do about my little T.J. I asked them both…What do you mean? They both asked …Who was I going to have raise him? Really? I can not afford to think like that! My little man needs me and I have to be here for him!! Negativity is not welcome here! I have faith that my positive attitude will give me many more years with him! I know the statistics, but I am not a statistic….I’m Tammy and I’m a fighter!
Now for the bright side of chemo round 4…. My cousins Laura and Betty are coming up from Texas. So I have new chemo buddies! Yay!
Thats my little superman, T.J. in the picture above.