I had my first appointment with my oncologist today. I really liked her. She seemed to know what she was talking about. She asked me what I knew about my situation and what my fears were. Of course I started crying! I told her I was so scared! I went from stage II to stage III and I was so worried that more tests would put me at stage IV. I told her my life is so good! I want to beat this and live! It’s a scary thing to think about leaving your loved ones behind! Especially when you have a 10 yr old with Aspergers and Type 1 diabetes! She has scheduled me for a CT scan and a PET scan next week. I’m worried! I have this pain in my back left shoulder. I thought I had pulled a muscle doing Zumba. Now I’m not so sure! I seem to think every pain is cancer these days. I guess that’s only natural.
I’m thankful to have my mama here with me at these appointments! She too, gives me strength!
So here’s to another week of waiting!
Thannk you for sharing this